okay, today was a sdklfjsdalkfj day. woke up, did my essay, and saved the rest for my free periods. went to school, went to government. then during my off period, i went to the library to work on the list thing. finished, went to send it to myself, ONLY to find out that it didn’t save correct. so i went to social psych frustrated. so frustrated that even when i saw sikes, i didn’t say hey. hahah. went to class, it was kind of fun. then during lunch, i ate redid the list. BUT IT DIDN’T SAVE AGAIN. and it was already like 12:45, and i usually go to class at like 12:50. so i rushed, and did it a third time, ugh. and this time i did it on a new document, and when i emailed it to myself, i sent it in the email like the actual text. and finally it was all better. went to abnormal, talked to jazmine about sex and shit. then we talked about depression in class. it was interesting. it felt like a real class. idk. hahah. whatever. went back to mdp and just took notes in history. ended early. it was a pretty chillan day. other than that whole thing with my assignment.

tonight i plan to go to le gym, come home, finish my prezi, and then start on my book review.

sorry i didn’t get on yesterday. i was exhausted. took a nap. then right away went to the gym. and it was already late when i got home so i didn’t have much time. and i was exhausted. did i mention that?

anyways, today in BIM II we worked on more stock market stuff. lame. in english, my group and i worked on our prezi, and believe it or not, we were really reallllly productive. during lunch, i ate. yeah cause that’s what you do during lunch…. in physics, we went over a problem thing. and watched these videos. and played with this thing. and it was lame. precal was good. productive, but not too much. we found out why my teacher wasn’t there. he has sinus polyps, and like idk it was really clogged up and stuff and putting pressure on his eye and he said it was all swollen and popping out and stuff. idk. it was crazy when he was telling us. and there was still all like this blood in his eye.

i really need to get back into the swing of things. diet wise especially.

lmfao i’m such a dumbass. i just realized that these past few posts i’ve been putting 5 instead of three. thinking it’s already may. x) hahahhahahaha. wow. i’m sure you guys can tell i’m ready for summer. anyways, today i woke up and ate breakfast. then i went outside and realized what a nice day it was. then i shaved, got ready, and went to target to get mangos, cotton balls, gum, and white out. they didn’t have mangos i was mad. so then i went to get lunch. first i got some starbucks, then i went to subway and oh my god there was the creepiest guy ever at subway. first i was sitting parallel to the register, then i turn and i see him staring at me so i was like okay whatever. i continue eating and even though there are regular seats behind me he purposely sits at some like not real table couch kind of thing in front of me. so whatever. i eat more and like every time i look up, he’s looking at me and then he looks away. so then he finishes, and i’m still eating and he just sits there. and i’m like okaaaaaaaaay. then i leave, and WHAT DO YOU KNOW HE FINALLY LEAVES. and at that point i was like okay whatever, i’ve checked out guys before too. whatever. so then i leave the parking lot and everything, i’m sitting at the traffic light, i look over and guesssss what. he’s right there next to me, window rolled down and everything. ugh. what a creeper. thank god i was turning. anyways then i got to school and we were just watching pleasantville. it’s a cool movie. then i came home. hahahah.

today was pretty chill. in bim we did this stupid easy assignment. then continued watching a movie. haha. in english, we watched another movie. it was actually kind of interesting. had lunch then went with gaby and jazmine and annette and brenda and alex and andrea and me and jazmine were just telling our stories about the weekend. hahaha. in physics, my teacher talked to us then we did some word search. hahah. i love word searches. no precal cause spring break so i went to english with jazmine and annette and brenda and nayeli and just watched the movie again. d:

okay well this week is spring break for college so i don’t have class until 2:30. i’m probably not even gonna go because we’re not doing anything in that class thank god. instead i’m going to the gym! 

the weekend was crazy. friday i just chilled with my friend and we made enchiladas. they were amazing. saturday i woke up and went with my mom to get groceries. then i came home. then went to the gym with lupe. came home again. got ready. went to yazmin’s. watched her get ready. went to get shakes. went to a kickback. picked up my bro. went to michael’s party just to sit in the dark for an hour cause it got raided. -__________- went home and gossiped. woke up the next morning and took alex home. went to michael’s to see if our shit was there. went to the mall. took yazmin home. picked up leigh. went home and chilled. went to the park. stopped by kaleb’s house. took leigh home. went to get my mom ice cream. came home. had my cute guy message me. got his number. :3 then got on tumblr. yeah it was a pretty good weekend! d:

today was nice. woke up, ate breakfast, went with my mom to work, came back. slept some more. got up. hula hooped. took a shower and got ready. went to class. saw a past student present on boston college. she presented well. and she was funny. then we took notes. i went home. and yeah. the zumba stuff finally came in! :D so me and my mom are supposed to do that tonight. hahahaha. we’ll see how that goes! right now, i’m about to go and pick her up from work. and yeah. i would post more, but i can’t. :| hopefully later!

sorry i haven’t been on. school i tell you. :| anyways, today’s been a really lame day. woke up, ate breakfast, got ready. went to school. in bpa, i first went to go present my project from when i was absent. then i went back and worked on a stupid assignment. in english we were all being dumb and reading those dumb teenage magazines. x) then we just did nothing really. listened to my teacher. lunch, ate. talked about the sleepover. i’m going to have to find a way to save myself from all the junk food. i think i can do it though. no, i KNOW i can do it. :D phsyics, just did easy work. then sat the rest of the day. i cannot wait to have the car. definitely going to the gym today.

myfitnesspal: http://www.myfitnesspal.com/becomingrachel

sorry i didn’t get on yesterday. it was my first day of spring semester. :D so here it goes. well first period, i had BIM II. and out of all people, I HAVE FUCKING MICHAEL. and mertig. and the only people i talk to, talk to him. so i’m just like fucking great. you know? hahah. but it should be interesting. :) after, we’re missing two members from my group for english. :( but we added two other people. and we got new classmates. and like it’s interesting. cause it made me realize how like, i gained a shit load of new friends this year. like i’m talking to a lot of different people. and i have none of like my original friends or whatever, or friends that i usually hang out with on weekends and stuff, but i think that’s sorta a good thing. :) lunch i stayed with jazmine and evelyn. i also have evelyn for physics, but we’re in alpha order again. so ugh. -_- i sit behind this girl that i am skeptical about and next to this girl i don’t really like. then i had a free period for when i’m supposed to have precal, but idk anyone who i’m taking it with. :o so i just went to english and told my friend about something that happened during my vacation. d: when i got home, i hula hooped for 30 min. then i did some ab exercises. then i went to the gym. ran for 30 minutes. got home, checked twitter, than knocked out.

today, i decided not to go to school and thank god i didn’t. i only have one class at 2:30, which i’m supposed to be at right now, but i am not. so whatever. anyways, i woke up to tell my mom and she said i could just stay home if i wanted, and i said yeah. and then i ate breakfast and went back to sleep. then i woke up, and the SCARIEST thing ever happened. okay well it’s going to be kind of gross. i was taking a dump -_- and then i started feeling weird. like all hot and cold and i was getting goosebumps, and i was feeling light headed and my stomach was hurting. so after i finished, i laid on the floor for a while, cause that’s what i used to do when i had HORRIBLE cramps on my period. then my stomach pains wouldn’t go away. so i went to the other restroom. finished taking my dump -_- and then i got like the static snow vision and i kept getting colder and colder and colder and even more light headed than ever. so after i finished for good good, i went downstairs and i was going to get something to drink an eat and the static snow kept getting worse, and it got so bad to the point where i couldn’t see. and i just like ran into the fridge, then fell down. and i laid there for a while, and then finally i was feeling much better. so i got up, ate a granola bar. when upstairs and finished my project, sent it. went downstairs and ate lunch. did the dishes, cleaned my room, and now i’m updating tumblr. if i do any exercise at all, i’m just gonna hoop for 30 min. for now, i’m going to take a nap.

i also decided that i’m no longer going to post what i eat on here. i’ll probably still do exercise. but regardless, everything is on myfitnesspal. so if you guys would like to know, add me on myfitnesspal.

http://www.myfitnesspal.com/becomingrachel

today i woke up, ate breakfast, and got ready. went grocery shopping with my mom and brother. got lots and lots of healthy stuff, so i’m pretty stoked on that. :) and when i got home, i put up groceries, ate a few almonds. then went to the gym. AND OH MY GOD I ALMOST GOT PULLED OVER. there’s this backroad, the speed limit is unreasonably 30. NO ONE goes 30 there, and i was doing 40. and i look at the oncoming traffic, and i see some car and it had lights on top, but they were like white, so i was like da fuk, and as i got closer i noticed it was a cop. and then after he passes me he turns around, so i was like mother fucking SHIT. so i slowed down, and then the lights come on, so i was like freaking out. and i was like about to pull over, but there were no sirens or anything cause i was still quite a while ahead of him, so i just kept going. and then his lights turned off after like 30 seconds, and he turned the corner. and it was scary shit bitches. like whuddddafuck! but the gym was good. got in an hour of cardio. :D got home, made a bomb ass salad. and now i’m just chillin’ here trying to find the fucking guts to talk to this guy i like. not stoked on starting school in two days.

it snowed today! :D and sorry i haven’t really been on. the holidays, you know? and i’m proud to say that i’ve done well. i’ve exercised every day this week except for yesterday, which is okay cause i’m counting it as my off day. i’ve also been pretty good with what i eat, except for yesterday cause we made christmas cookies x), but i wouldn’t call it a binge or anything. d:

today so far i’ve had breakfast, which was two egg whites on a bagel thin with a little bit of cheese. and i haven’t had lunch or anything yet because i woke up at like 11:30, and barely had breakfast at like 12, so yeah. exercise, i plan on hooping for 15 or 30 min. depends on the state of my garage. if it isn’t too cold in there, i’ll hoop for 15, and jump rope for 15. then i’ll also do some yoga, and an ab workout. :)

sorry i didn’t get on. my friend came over right after school. anyway, today was a nice day. i woke up. jump roped. showered, then went to school an 12. i didn’t eat breakfast or lunch because we were having a “party” in class. so i’ll spare myself. and no dinner. and i’m going to the gym when my mom gets home. i ate entirely too much. D: but yeah, that’s the end of that! things are going to change. :)